I again suck/progress report

Yeah so been away from here, honestly considering just blowing the whole thing up. I don't know if it was just an ego trip that made me think people were going to actually be interested in my ramblings. I know that there's a small invisible amount of people on the blog, and I thank you for coming back and stuff, but honestly this blog is just a bunch of random 'I'll post this' or 'I'm working on that' but in the end, does anyone really read? Does anyone really care?

Now don't think I'm going all emo, but this was just a realization that I had that this is a small drag on my time and energy. If I really go at it it will drain more of my time and energy, and might make the place worthwhile, but as I had said, does it matter? I mean I'd rather write 1000 words in a story than write a blog post saying 'oh I'm going to write X' or what have you. And something more valid like the writer's corners were basically a nice idea, but nobody is really seeing them or paying attention, so it's hard to really want to care. It'd reach a bigger audience if I posted it on literotica, asstr, or stories online or another popular venue. And it is somewhat difficult to write, for, as I had said, little gain.

So I don't know, I'll probably continue to post something up here, but I don't really know if you're coming back, and when or why that might be, so I won't keep assuming that there is a great reason to expend a lot of time or energy in making a post like this. And the writer's corner's take up so much more time. It's not just the length, but it's the time needed to beta things, come up with ideas, map it out, prewrite it, write it, edit it, have people look at it, and then post it so...nobody is interested in it. Not saying it won't ever happen, I think once I finish CV I might have much more time, or at least it would be easier to take a week and work on one of that instead of bouncing between CV and Terra. And I'm thinking of just posting the chapters here, why not, y'know? 

Anyways emo whiny crybaby shit aside, released CV chapter 8. Working on Terra 23, 4700 words in it. Maybe a smaller chapter, we shall see. Baseball playoffs coming up, so that'll drain time away. Work sucks and now I'm down 400 bucks which is killing me.